The state of mind that favors good manifestations is not reached in a sudden burst, it is a long, daily and fragile construction, extremely fragile… One slip, and one returns at square one. After a long effort, it becomes commonplace in the transformed daily life what once seemed impossible. Stumbling, throwing oneself back to the previous paltry reality, what one experiences is an affliction that weighs heavy on the back and smashes the face against the ground…