Both Christian and Eastern traditions know very well that error weighs much less heavily on the layman than on the knower. That is why it is often said that one should reflect carefully before embarking on the path of renunciation: once the vow is made, the fall is certainly more severe, and often irreversible. So it is with matters of the spirit. Woe to those who, aware of the world, propose to renounce it. From that moment on, temptations will seem endless, camouflaged ever more subtly, always lurking in anticipation of the slightest assent, which seems like nothing, but which consummates betrayal forever. From then on, one falls and falls very deep without realizing it, one begins to make simple mistakes, long since overcome, and when the mind remembers, in a fortuitous flash, the old vow, the previous state of mind that no longer exists, it wants both, but can no longer have them, and perhaps never will again.
Category: Notes
The Difficult Thing About Building a Personality…
The difficult thing about building a personality is that, most of the time, one has the feeling of being driven by circumstances, fulfilling inevitable obligations, and not exercising free will. Because of this, one lives without giving due weight to one’s actions, and does not view routine as the consequence of a personal choice. Undoubtedly, this is the greatest psychological advantage of sadhus and sannyasis: by burning all material ties, they can no longer feel compelled to do anything, nor forced by anyone. But one does not need to be so radical to realize that, after all, personal growth comes with responsibility, and this implies the awareness that, at all times, it is possible to choose.
Something Beautiful to See Is When…
Something beautiful to see is when a mature individual, already possessing enviable merits and recognized as excellent, puts himself in the position of a complete novice in some activity and displays the humility characteristic of someone who sincerely wants to learn. It is not uncommon for him to seem to renew his life by doing so, allowing the authentic joy of being a learner again to blossom on his face. To the observer, the scene is extremely inspiring. And one is left with the certainty that life is only truly appreciated by those who allow themselves to learn continuously.
Although It Is Much More Satisfying…
Although it is much more satisfying and stimulating to be guided strictly by interest as one progresses in one’s studies, there is no doubt that sometimes this approach can lead to a feeling of stagnation. This is because, by taking the opposite approach, that is, by conducting a systematic and in-depth study in a specific area of knowledge, progress becomes all too evident. Terminology, once absorbed, becomes commonplace; more and more details are assimilated, in an act that also strengthens the basis of the discipline, which seems to become increasingly obvious. However, on this path, one usually reaches a point where one notices the great distance already accomplished from that initial stimulus that motivated interest. Then, the philosophical impulse, which is essentially synthesizing, complains about the uselessness of specialization and calls for breadth. Thus, the tendency is to adopt the previous stance. Stagnation and uselessness, therefore, are the ghosts that the student must learn to dispel.