When, Four Years Ago…

When, four years ago, I felt I was ready to write, or rather, I felt it was no longer possible to delay starting to work, I set myself a deadline and a number of works that would serve as a preamble to what I intended to do. The aim was to disperse predefined themes by genre and style, exposing problems rather than presenting solutions. This year, the deadline comes to an end, and I reach it with the certainty that what has been done, whether better or worse than planned, is done and is sufficient. Now it is time to change both the pace and the direction.

Another Little Volume…

Finally, another little volume written, ready for revision. This, it seems, was the most painful of them all; in prose, it was undoubtedly the one that came out more slowly, less spontaneously and more compelled, and thus another offspring of this powerful obligation. Many things come to mind now that, after four years of uninterrupted work, the lines, although not excessively abundant, although fewer than planned, are already something. Something that represents the realization of a good hundreds of hours of work, concentrated effort and inner struggle. The words do not seem more flexible than before; on the contrary, they seem heavier, as if time had only accentuated the responsibility in choosing them. The feeling is not one of relief or satisfaction with the work completed; there is simply the certainty that it is necessary to carry on.

Fiber and Resilience

Fiber and resilience are only possible in a man who is humble enough to admit the need to anchor his spirit in something greater. Only those whose mission does not require virtue will claim otherwise, since virtue is necessarily a continuous effort, contrary to the comfort of matter. There is no man whose spirit does not oscillate, and the higher the spirit, the more it is capable of oscillating. To realize this is to admit the need for a support, outside oneself, to push one towards the ideal that one has defined.