Judging: Unbearable Act!

Nothing is more unbearable to me than judging! As I have long since realized that I cannot stop doing so — albeit impersonally — I have learned to cultivate silence. Silence that, to appear outwardly patience and serenity, implies an endless inner war. I hate judgment, and yet I judge all the time. I annihilate myself when I find me condemning conducts, and I condemn all, especially mine.How I would like to hang these terrible outbursts of judgment! But there is no end, nor peace, and I consider myself victorious mantaining a minimal aspect that refers to humanity.

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Cure for Aging

I enthusiastically follow the scientific novelties about the cure for cell degeneration. I dream of the day when it will be possible to buy a pill — or a chewing gum, perhaps… — able to prevent aging, keeping the body healthy and at the peak of form forever; thus, only a fatality could take the life of a human being. Well, I dream of this day to use the volition I have left and say: this needle will never stick me! I belong to a generation that fades into life and disintegrates chewed by worms!

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Mandatory Way

Nihilism is the mandatory way out for those who perceive the overwhelming vacuum of meaning in a world where the unique authorities, science and the state, will never be able to fill it. I lie: there is art; but this, in fact, is uncertain and impenetrable route.

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Modern Pretension

Scientific development, with its invaluable contribution to humanity, has brought unprecedented progress in history. The brilliance of technique improvement, problem solving previously seen as insoluble, of the drastic elevation of the average standard lives totally overshadowed the other areas of knowledge. However, modern society has contaminated itself with the stupid sense of self-reliance. Human error, because it is largely mythable, is no longer seen as a threat. Philosophy, theology and social sciences have become very secondary. As I write, planes fly and organs are being transplanted. I observe the advances, I see the feeling of progress, I perceive the illusion that man is nearing the apex — although I cannot say what exactly would be that apex… — I see, above all, the confidence of the stupid. I see the voracity of the technologies that are imposed without asking for leave, changing reality as in a lamp; perfecting and, by perfecting, they end up unquestionable. I perceive in limbo any hierarchy of values. What was once a core of meaning — relations — today are fragile, replaceable, virtuous as useful. The wise, above all, have their faces stuck on a cell phone; wishing for cheaper implants… If they talk — and they should! — they do so softly, in almost inaudible whispers. Where are the limits? There are no limits to man! We forget the value of the futile, we forget that disastrous are the well-meaning. The awareness of failure, perversion and greed has succumbed by giving birth to absolute hope, which is but the certainty of success. I end up noting the obvious: the stupid modern claim can only lead to a total and atrocious disappointment.

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